lotsa things happening..

these days..lotsa things happen..actually jaja did sth to make me so upset..end up he cried the 2nd time cos of me..cos it seems serious..to a point where i sms him go and find another gal den he nearly cried during his lesson..but end up he promise nt to do it again den everything ok le..we tend to make each other sad when we din tend to feel for the other..i jus realise today..tt i can make jaja cry by tickling him..i din noe leh..i tot he's jus having flu or pretend to cry..so i continue to tickle him..end up he really cannot take it..too ticklish until cry..siao liao le la..so scared of tickling..

went zouk with him last nite until 1plus ba..(shh...family dono where i went)..first time dere..i took a long time to pick my dress..cos really don have that kind of outfit for that kind of place..end up i dressed a little formal..formal black dress..ok la..some even go in with jus normal jeans and shirt..actually it's not as fun as wad i imagine la..the people dere not very "lively" to me..jus move their body a little only....i thot there'll be ppl who will dance until like siao..end up most of them jus dance mildly..i thot it'll be those on tvs whereby there's always a king or queen at nite and the dance floor is theirs..den can see how ppl dance..lol..jus saw some ppl leading and doing sign languages of the songs..zouk is more for the youngsters ba...i have to drag jaja down to dance lo..it's been quite a few years since he went..and he feels he's too old for it le..hee..jaja so fast old liao..i jus dance lo..i like to dance..at home always kana scolded when i dance like that..the music was quite loud la..but seems like i have more fun than jaja..lol..is he more beng or am i more lian?

we ordered shirley temple and tequilla..actually i was not afraid of getting drunk at all..cos really abit only..really saw some who was knocked out..esp the girls...whoo..actually 2 person go there not fun at all..and to think that last time i was imagining going alone..big grp more fun..2 person..jus sit down quietly to drink and chit chat better..actually i felt great aft a little drink..cos i really slept well at nite...i din feel anything in the morning..jus felt sleepy and wanted to sleep more..nex time if really couldn't sleep cos too tense up or anything..can try to drink abit to put urself to sleep la...but definitely not those type of drunk la..jus for the sake of having better sleep..

okok..i'm not addicted to going to these kind of places la..nor do i addicted to alcohols definitely..it's jus for experience and to relax only..so sorry that dad gotta wait for me to reach home..but ok la..had a nice time with jaja..

today..jaja pei me go watch mama mia..he scared no more le..so watch today..as our psle marking day is jus half day..hee..i think jaja going to fall sick leh..and i still bully him..tickle him until he cry and get angry..he was sneezing away..i oredi told him to rest but he say ok..and he still send me all the way back to the door lo..jus now so funny..cos he saw the movie got a dance..den he keep repeating some of the dance steps..when he said bye to me..he wanted to dance..den my dad pop his head out of the door and saw him..den he quickly stop wad he's doing and went to press the lift..dad was laughing at him..omg..he's cute la..maybe dad might say he's not decent..childish..so big le still play..but like tat den suit me ma..hee..

we always do lotsa stupid things together..like skipping around in the mrt..and ppl was looking at us..but we heck care..the way we sit..like ah lian and ah beng..heck care too..and we're tickling each other beside the road..end up got ppl warn us not to play beside the road..

jaja cried for the second time..cos he's afraid of losing me..actually if really anything happen i'll oso feel very sad la..as wad he says..actually dere's no much of a prob btw us la..jus minor things here and dere..and most of the time we quarrel or angry with each other due to misunderstanding..aft explanation den ok le..jaja always wait for my sms to explain de..cos dono how to say out...so type out lo..finally found someone who's more talkative than me..everytime gotta fight for talking time den leh..aiyo..i tot i very talkative but he more talkative den me..diaoz..den when he cut in i forgot wad i wana say liao..say loud doesn't mean accurate hor..u don always xiong me i tell u..used to xiong other ppl ur biz..wait u make me CRY den u die liao..see who win who..hmphx!

lalajaja marking day

we went to the cc with reading room to mark things..i finish most of the impt ones except compo..really difficult..plus once in a while he make me sad sad de..cos he tend to speak very loudly and i feel he 凶me..tt's y...i dono how to be angry..only happy or sad..las time oso..he let me waitied inside the mrt for quite some time..(i don like to wait inside mrt)..how can he let me wait..everytime oso like tat de..end up instead of being angry that he's late..i feel sad..sometimes he jus makes me feel sad la..den will try all kids of methods to cheer me up..i noe wad he's thinking..everything he wanted to say..i noe..cos i really use my heart to feel wad's in his mind..i really like him...i don wan him to bully me..end up getting hurt myself..there's stil lotsa things on my mind bout us..really lotsa things..

5th oct..the day before jaja bdae..we went to the swimming complex near chinese garden to laze around in the pool and have fun..luckily the sun was not strong...end up jus a little tanned..

you see la..always so beng de...so cor lor..

so......zzzzz....