1st month

according to his starting date..actually yesterday is supposed to be our 1st month..i did a card for him..but we're nt actually celebrating or anything la..

we went for a course..and aft tt went for swimming at choa chu kang..and coincidentally i met a fren and one of my students learning swimming lesson there..my own class cum chinese class student..cquite close to me de..she keep on looking at us..oh no..dono if she'll spread the word around or sth..aiya..can't be bothered la..

den both of us tired..slept on the mrt until bugis..can't drink my tcc coffee anymore cos no time le..thot i can at least nua a bit and have my coffee..soup..wages..and read there..den waited for quite some time before we went to fish and co to eat..quite a big grp..din really chat as all of them are his frenz..he jus bring me dere to join them eat lo..and he's quite sad tat the chalet gotta be cancelled cos of swine flu..

aft tt..went to arab street there to have a drink..and the small streets..saw lotsa ppl smoking "water smoke"..and oso saw aladdin carpet..and when i look around..the ppl dere some are quite young..so young..leading this kind of life in the dark alley..ppl really sleeping under bridge late at nite..i could see on the faces that they dono wad they're doing..really..really saw lotsa stuff there..and to think that last time during their age i was thinking of living a life like tat in the dark alley to get myself numb and find joy there..sometimes..i'm really glad tt i was not one of them..i stil prefer the sun..

no matter i numb myself with things until i'm used to it..or until i like this kind of life..at least i noe wad i'm doing and wad kind of life i want..althou there's always some hiccups here and there..stress from school and home..blah blah..it's stil being fortunate to be in a way i am now..

thou there's no celebration..but happy 1st month..

02.04.2009

Ok..we became official today..ha..after so long rite..den ppl asking me when start de and i dono how to say..yup..cos of some stuff la..and he made his first promise to me to save up for our future..and he finds today is meaningful..and he suddenly ask on the phone.."will you be my girlfriend"..and he had 10 choices for me to choose..
1. Yes 2. Ok 3. 我愿意 4. 好的 5. Hyatt 6. 可以 7. Can 8. I agree 9. Yup 10. Hai...

actually..they're all the same la..i asked wad's the diff..actually no diff la..den i ask is there any diff before and aft..he say will treat me a little bit better lo..and after that..he like immediately send an sms saying.."u r my girlfriend already. cannot look at other guys. cannot think of other guys. cannot go out with other guys. i very ba dao de!" ha..i noe he jus say say only de la..when wil he be like tat..den he sounds happy that he is able to get /expects presents from me..ha..and he says "you won have the excuse to go and ask me find other gal liao..or use 'no offical date' to argue anymore"..."and knowing each other for about a year..there's already some mutual understanding between us..if really wana break oredi would have break long time ago le"...

ya..althou we don really have a good starting..actually i'm quite happy with him la cos althou we're quite different with each other..we click with chemical reaction!

oh well..i was tinking like getting a nice date for a start..02.04.2009..got 4 got 2 number so small like tat..anf after april fool's day somemore..hmm..anything ba..and to tink that he think things thru to get himself ready and serious to really be with me and plan for the future..and i dono y he got the urge to tell mama tt we're getting married in 4 yrs time..diaoz..where do we have the money for wedding and flat..

as a whole..he's fine la..able to help me when i'm blur blur dono anything..sometimes cute cute and silly silly de..jus tt sometimes he's stubborn and hot temper la..other than that he's fine la..since he's a libra and likes to balance up everything..so shd be easy gg de..when he's confused jus let him be lo..i don mind taking a longer stroll with him to get to the destination..
okie..it's exactly 12! hee..

Song: Apologise

Just found out that there's another singer who sings better than the original

Original: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pxo2-WpP50Q

Another singer: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7DOasai3_Vo&feature=PlayList&p=00A7D04D5B1B7D76&index=0&playnext=1

I think original is more rugged..the other more feeling ba..

today jaja told me he'll be promoting in oct..tt's good..more money for him..while i suddenly thot..dad was still grumbling why i chose to study jc instead and end up nowhere now..

ppl ask him..when u getting married..this and that..blah blah..ha..i wonder who noes bout us..

wil be going for another trip to batam again..

too busy to have updates..start from some random photos ba..

silly jaja will sometimes intrude my working area and leave some funny thingy while i'm not away..

went to eat marche...my favourtie swiss rosti and ice cream crepe..sorry.. forgot to take pic..


went to the National Musuem..for free! hee..cos STB got promo now..every feb weekend go bird park..museum..flyer..river..for free! so jus went lo..

dada!

儿歌：lalajaja

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看见lala在前面...还是jaja叫
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傻jaja...傻jaja...还是jaja叫

Valentine

Sigh..sad to say..first v day with him rite..it's a very busy busy day..morning got parents meeting i'm oredi very stress up bout wad to say this and that..and my colleagues still scare me say parents see u look so young will think u're inexperience and stuff like tat..very stress..i was in my form class..jaja still bluff me say he wear til very log..jeans..den wnd up when he came into my staffroom he was wearing quite formal lo..jus to surprise me in his "handsome" outfit..diaoz..deliberately walk into my staffroom jus to let me see him lo..hmphx! when he walked out he still give me that "haha" face..hmphx hmphx HMPHX! but that destress me for awhile..

din even go to my p1 class as i was toking with some parents after the briefing..den one of the parents..who is more chinese educated and i chat alot with him..wanted to speak to me..and we talked for very long outside the staffroom..when i heard my name was being called..den one of the school staff passed me a bouquet of flowers..i was like..duh..when i was still talking to the parent..den he can still msg me..不是我！没有送花花！不是我！den i say..ok lo..from unknown person..throw away! haha..and u noe..my colleagues do sense sth....one of them counted the flowers..and den ask who gave de..den i say i dono..and they said..probably is some parents who is in love with u ah..orh..cham liao..ha..no name no card won noe who give de..hee..

it's him la..he ask his uni frenz send to sch de..heard tt is 4 boys come in to give de..dono wad 2 tall 1 short blah blah..they stood at the basketball court for like 10 min as they dono where to go..jaja was talking to some parents and couldn't contact them..they jus tell them send to office..don give him..if nt will noe de..den heard jaja's staffroom ppl is talking bout thhe flowers..dono wad very sweet la..they oso wan la..den still gt those who noe got interrogate by others.."u noe sth that we dono" oppssie..shh...

time spent together was short..we jus went for a lunch at pizza hut..and waited for a long time to take cab down to temple for the meeting..i tot at most 630 finish..but end up finish at 7..and i din noe he's waiting outside my temple standing there with a bouquet of flowers..i din take it with me..and lotsa ppl is looking at him..esp the 3 indians when i came out..and he was trying to hide behind some things..but too late..saw him liao..and again..we cab down to kallang leisure park..dono y very difficult to wait for cab..tink overall spent a few hundred bucks ba..

y? cos after that we went to ktv for the valentine day package..den they'll take photos for u..this and that..if go kallang leisure park ktv..will see the photos of us pasted outside..hope nobody will go there..he deliberately choose a venue that is not so packed and not so many ppl go de..

but when we're leaving the place..it was quite packed as there's a concert held there..anyway..thou we din really get to spwnd the whole day tgt..still ok la..before that i was still tinking cannot meet liao..thou i'm like very tired le..but still hang on strong..i gave him his fav royce brand chocolate..

it may not be as sweet as we both think la..but we're always enjoying ourselves when we're going out..no matter where we go or wad we do..tt's the fun of it..can't manage to find an empty cab? take a stroll on the road..busy with own schedule? can always steal time chatting on the phone while on the bus..a simple dinner somewhere near house will oso be great..and esp when he's like eating vege with me every sun..nobody will believe he'll go vege once in a while..but he noes wad's good for him la..

ha..we've retook this photo for a few times..he's trying to get a big wide smile jus like mine..but his eyes? gone again...haha..bully u..bully u..lalalalala..