today in the canteen eating..we've been laughed by one of the teachers that we're wearing couple outfit..aiyo..every wed i'll be wearing my pe attire cos i teaching pe ma..while jaja make it a sports day to play sports with the kids or teachers..den coincidentally in all black outfit and mainly white shoes..wad's the prob..but we suspect maybe they knew..cos could see a cheeky smile on the teacher's face..hmm..

went for jap lesson with jaja today at the cc..as usual..he's always busy with things here and dere like nt paying attention..while i was trying to be attentive..he keep writing the jap words in chinese strokes..and comparing it with chinese..told him it's slightly different den he stil have his own way of thinking and learning la..up to him..like others..he tend to pop his head over to my notes and see wad i scribble..hee..will practice de..

today i'm not carrying one bag..and he thot my bag was light..end up when my bag was dropping off my shoulder he try to help me shift my bag..den he notice it's very heavy..and said.."aiyo..y u bring a stone out.." bo bian ma..suddenly they say wana observe and film my lesson tmr..so last min gotta go home prepare lo..den end up from p1 class change to p2...teach tang poem somemore..wan me to die ah..even thou it's jus 5 min..i stress until jus sit on my chair during free period and did nth..cos wad really thinking hard of wad to do..and was laughing..kee siao..den hor..went to jaja's hse to take sth..his mum was also laughing away when she saw me..i dono y she keeps laughing..watch tv oso laugh..and i can sense she was looking at me most of the time..and talking to dad..keep laughing leh..wad's there to laugh..hmm..hee..

halloween safari

went to night safari some time ago..first timer..and yet..we took the halloween train..i think if night safari don take the train..u won get to see much of the animals..cos aft that we went to walk by ourselves..ther isn't really much to see unless a close meeting with tiger..and saw the eyes..it looks so lively..tt's wad makes it look fierce..and not really because it's fierce..

anyway..we went onto the train..there are diff guides in diff costumes..this one looks like a china doll..and there are many other moving figures trying to scare us along the way..

and this is some of the poprs they put along the way..some are real man show..

quite gross ya..so i jus put a few...

anyway..along the way when we're walking on our own..can hear lotsa screams here and dere..trying to scare each other..esp the guys..me and jaja ah..trying to scare each other too..lol..ok la..he's more brave den me la..some even trip and fell lo..too over le..

as it happens quite some time liao..some details oso forget oredi..hee..

den we went for the night show..saw some other animals..ok la..still a very good one..no insect bite or anything..hee..

had a lovely nite with jaja..

lotsa things happening..

these days..lotsa things happen..actually jaja did sth to make me so upset..end up he cried the 2nd time cos of me..cos it seems serious..to a point where i sms him go and find another gal den he nearly cried during his lesson..but end up he promise nt to do it again den everything ok le..we tend to make each other sad when we din tend to feel for the other..i jus realise today..tt i can make jaja cry by tickling him..i din noe leh..i tot he's jus having flu or pretend to cry..so i continue to tickle him..end up he really cannot take it..too ticklish until cry..siao liao le la..so scared of tickling..

went zouk with him last nite until 1plus ba..(shh...family dono where i went)..first time dere..i took a long time to pick my dress..cos really don have that kind of outfit for that kind of place..end up i dressed a little formal..formal black dress..ok la..some even go in with jus normal jeans and shirt..actually it's not as fun as wad i imagine la..the people dere not very "lively" to me..jus move their body a little only....i thot there'll be ppl who will dance until like siao..end up most of them jus dance mildly..i thot it'll be those on tvs whereby there's always a king or queen at nite and the dance floor is theirs..den can see how ppl dance..lol..jus saw some ppl leading and doing sign languages of the songs..zouk is more for the youngsters ba...i have to drag jaja down to dance lo..it's been quite a few years since he went..and he feels he's too old for it le..hee..jaja so fast old liao..i jus dance lo..i like to dance..at home always kana scolded when i dance like that..the music was quite loud la..but seems like i have more fun than jaja..lol..is he more beng or am i more lian?

we ordered shirley temple and tequilla..actually i was not afraid of getting drunk at all..cos really abit only..really saw some who was knocked out..esp the girls...whoo..actually 2 person go there not fun at all..and to think that last time i was imagining going alone..big grp more fun..2 person..jus sit down quietly to drink and chit chat better..actually i felt great aft a little drink..cos i really slept well at nite...i din feel anything in the morning..jus felt sleepy and wanted to sleep more..nex time if really couldn't sleep cos too tense up or anything..can try to drink abit to put urself to sleep la...but definitely not those type of drunk la..jus for the sake of having better sleep..

okok..i'm not addicted to going to these kind of places la..nor do i addicted to alcohols definitely..it's jus for experience and to relax only..so sorry that dad gotta wait for me to reach home..but ok la..had a nice time with jaja..

today..jaja pei me go watch mama mia..he scared no more le..so watch today..as our psle marking day is jus half day..hee..i think jaja going to fall sick leh..and i still bully him..tickle him until he cry and get angry..he was sneezing away..i oredi told him to rest but he say ok..and he still send me all the way back to the door lo..jus now so funny..cos he saw the movie got a dance..den he keep repeating some of the dance steps..when he said bye to me..he wanted to dance..den my dad pop his head out of the door and saw him..den he quickly stop wad he's doing and went to press the lift..dad was laughing at him..omg..he's cute la..maybe dad might say he's not decent..childish..so big le still play..but like tat den suit me ma..hee..

we always do lotsa stupid things together..like skipping around in the mrt..and ppl was looking at us..but we heck care..the way we sit..like ah lian and ah beng..heck care too..and we're tickling each other beside the road..end up got ppl warn us not to play beside the road..

jaja cried for the second time..cos he's afraid of losing me..actually if really anything happen i'll oso feel very sad la..as wad he says..actually dere's no much of a prob btw us la..jus minor things here and dere..and most of the time we quarrel or angry with each other due to misunderstanding..aft explanation den ok le..jaja always wait for my sms to explain de..cos dono how to say out...so type out lo..finally found someone who's more talkative than me..everytime gotta fight for talking time den leh..aiyo..i tot i very talkative but he more talkative den me..diaoz..den when he cut in i forgot wad i wana say liao..say loud doesn't mean accurate hor..u don always xiong me i tell u..used to xiong other ppl ur biz..wait u make me CRY den u die liao..see who win who..hmphx!

lalajaja marking day

we went to the cc with reading room to mark things..i finish most of the impt ones except compo..really difficult..plus once in a while he make me sad sad de..cos he tend to speak very loudly and i feel he 凶me..tt's y...i dono how to be angry..only happy or sad..las time oso..he let me waitied inside the mrt for quite some time..(i don like to wait inside mrt)..how can he let me wait..everytime oso like tat de..end up instead of being angry that he's late..i feel sad..sometimes he jus makes me feel sad la..den will try all kids of methods to cheer me up..i noe wad he's thinking..everything he wanted to say..i noe..cos i really use my heart to feel wad's in his mind..i really like him...i don wan him to bully me..end up getting hurt myself..there's stil lotsa things on my mind bout us..really lotsa things..

5th oct..the day before jaja bdae..we went to the swimming complex near chinese garden to laze around in the pool and have fun..luckily the sun was not strong...end up jus a little tanned..

you see la..always so beng de...so cor lor..

so......zzzzz....

please don do that..

actually we oredi booked a chalet for on my bdae to have a little celebration..but den..i guess we gotta change date le..cos jaja suddenly got some one day sch camp for the kids..and it's on my birthday..and when he heard he was appointed to be the facilitator or the camp he suddenly blur diao..is principal appoint him to go de..thou got other teachers push other ppl to go for it..but principal jus wan him to do it..

he actually wanted to go and look for the p and tell her oredi book chalet on that day to celebrate bdae with gf..and wanted to reject this offer..but i tell him cannot do that..p 指定要他..he shdn't reject this assignment jus for my sake...jaja..pls don don that..i really don wan u to do that cos of me..this is ur career..u shd put it in first place..i'm really glad that u put me in the first place..but i'm serious..i don wan u to suffer in ur career cos of me..i noe u oredi reject lotsa stuff here and dere cos of me..and u've been trying to squeeze time for me until very pek chek of other things..u really sacrifice alot for me oredi..i really noe..u got the heart can oredi..bdae only ma..every yr oso have...thou this wil be the first bdae with u..but i'm really ok with it..cos u're really doing serious stuff and can't celebrate with me..so pls don do anything silly k..

no choice gotta change the dates of the chalet..and tt's final!

ps. we're stil like quarreling sometimes..but always over small small things..but stil fine la..hee..

regret

i really regretted not meeting him..cos he's really very busy..so i wanted him to finish his things before he meet me..i din noe he purposely woke up early to finish his work..and actually wanted to meet me in the afternoon..i din noe he planned to like watch wall e movie in the morning..afternoon go bugis buy things..or go tcc nua abit..but i said cos i sick cannot go cold movie theatre..so end up he planned to meet me in the afternoon..but dono y..my mood swings came..feel very sian and don wana meet him..feel very depressed..end up with the busy schedule we won be able to meet at all le..i cried over the phone and said tt i regretted not meeting him..and he oso told me if he really too busy to meet me he'll say..i don need to purposely control myself not to meet him or sth..


end up we met very very late..dono where to go..my eyes were like swollen after a whole day of crying..we went to the concourse..and found out it's under renovation..he stil trick me to climb the bridge to test whether i noe the way to concourse..den i jus follow him cross without knowing he's tricking me..


den went to popular..he got stapler for his kids..and end up..curing our break in tcc..we actually did sth like this..

guess wad's this?

u noe wad we doing? we remove the box cos there's price tag..stupid to tear off the price tag..80 boxes leh..so we decided to take away the box..and loas staplets inside each of the stapler and give it to the students..i mean HIS students..in somewhere at tcc..everyone is looking at us..and the full of stapler boxes chair..in some cafe doing like this.and we wear until very log cork..went inside..ppl are like staring at us lo..and he keep throwing the boxes on the chair..sigh..very beng leh..no image liao lo..but we both very heck care de la..

today's another rush day here and there again..run across traffic light.climb bridge..chase bus..walk thru arab street and kampong glam to bugis..sigh...how can i describe him..he..he..he very beng leh..u see this photo:

shh...tink he'll kill me..spoil his image..hee..but he really..haiyo..dono wad to say..u see his legs..oredi on top le lo..shirt unbutton..eat and drink and tok like ah beng..

he oso has his crazy moments..

see how siao is he..sigh..jialat la..but den..cos of his sporty..bengz..cute..crazy..but stil can do well in his studies character..tt's y find him very..umm..versatile? being with him jus won be bored..cos i started my blog not long ago..dere's stil lotsa moments i had with him tt is not mentioned here..but really been to lotsa places..and been thru alot of things..dere's stil lotsa obstacles..internal and external prob..sch..family..frenz..time..sigh..we worked very hard for it..luckily we had each other support..he always says i'm a good gal gal cos i very understanding..but i still dono wad he means..thou it's tiring..but we really tried very very hard to squeeze time out..and hope time will help in dealing with our obstacles..

alhough i always write on happy things..there are also times when we have problems..the only major problem we have is no time to meet..

esp now when i'm sick..i jus suddenly find it very tiring..either i sick cannot meet him or he busy..or i busy..or we both busy..really wish to meet him but end up stil can't meet him..den i sick cannot go out..he seldom come my house de..

even meet le we have so little time..den gotta rush here and dere to play or do some shopping..everythin squeeze together..wana relax go out oso cannot..cannot go overseas..cannot stay out too late..come back by 11 stil scold and scold..den sick somemore..den mum keep scolding i go out..but very less time to meet le lo..

and oso..we don have an official starting date or wad so eva..no first month celebration..or any anniversary..nothing to look forward to..i jus feel tired sometimes..today is mid autumn..actually i was thinking of meeting him today to eat mooncake together..end up..i dono y cried from morning til now stil haven stop..maybe cos i eat too much medicine until very depressed..den din eat chocolate to counter it...

but i jus noe that no matter how sad i feel..if i can see jaja i'll be very very happy no matter wad happens..