alhough i always write on happy things..there are also times when we have problems..the only major problem we have is no time to meet..

esp now when i'm sick..i jus suddenly find it very tiring..either i sick cannot meet him or he busy..or i busy..or we both busy..really wish to meet him but end up stil can't meet him..den i sick cannot go out..he seldom come my house de..

even meet le we have so little time..den gotta rush here and dere to play or do some shopping..everythin squeeze together..wana relax go out oso cannot..cannot go overseas..cannot stay out too late..come back by 11 stil scold and scold..den sick somemore..den mum keep scolding i go out..but very less time to meet le lo..

and oso..we don have an official starting date or wad so eva..no first month celebration..or any anniversary..nothing to look forward to..i jus feel tired sometimes..today is mid autumn..actually i was thinking of meeting him today to eat mooncake together..end up..i dono y cried from morning til now stil haven stop..maybe cos i eat too much medicine until very depressed..den din eat chocolate to counter it...

but i jus noe that no matter how sad i feel..if i can see jaja i'll be very very happy no matter wad happens..