marina barrage

Finally..we have the time to go to marina barrage which we nvr go before..too bad..as it's psle marking day..it's wierd to bring a kite along..if not can go and fly kite..

The scenery is nice there...a good place for picnic and gathering actually..

we took lots of photos..more scenery than ppl..but usually will take some silly shots...

and some nice ones too..

but out of so many photos..this should be the best one..

outing

as wad i wanted..went to ion orchard bare-handed..n dress nice nice to go there..hee..we really spent a few hours to comb the whole building..and discover sth too..

after tt..we went to fly kite again..there isn't any wind in the beginning..and after waiting for a while..the wind blows..and my kite is way way up again..there're oso experts there flying kite..one of them just put the kite string on the floor and let it fly by itself..so nice..and i took half an hour to keep the strings..as it really fly very high..hee..

不要做听是非和讲将是非的人: 听了是非就想讲，讲了是非就会听。

Compliment

It's seem so long since i update my blog..during holidays went to school to shift school..band duty..nus camp..went malaysia for dyb lesson as a teacher..fly kite..but the most wierd thing is for the whole june..din went to movie theatre to watch any movie..

Received a compliment letter from a parent..talking about the things the school did..and wad i did for the class and everything..and the lower primary sports day games..the kids like it alot..hee..so happy..they like the games i designed..to me..it's really a great sense of achievement there to keep me going on..no regrets..really..

wad will my life be..when weekdays gotta work in the morning..study at nite..weekend got old folks home..guitar..gym..and some other outings..i really need to plan a packed timetable for myself..no watching of drama for so long and so late..squeeze time out to mark and set worksheets on the bus..or try to sleep on the bus..run faster..be more fit..eat on time..sick must persuade my own body to sick during holidays..as long as i try my best to take care of myself..i can do it! must learn how to know my own body better so that i can tune it to the state that i want..i still want my play time de hor..as long as i don fall sick and sleep well..shd be okie..

hehe..when can i have my nice sleep..nice rest..and nice play time? looking forward..

Kite flying

Yeah! went for kite flying yesterday evening at buangkok field..it's really nice..lala fly the kite and used about 400m string...the other doraemon kite quite short as the string is not very long..it's really far until if it drops down..it might jus hit the LRT and kana complain..hee...FLY KITE! YEAH! lala like fly kite kite!

a day with jaja

yeah! finally can spend good quality time with jaja! hee..went to buy his handle grip for badminton..and went to library to borrow books..i read my harry potter while he read his feng shui books..den he always like to tell me this this that that..kekeke..

went to the mint museum..saw lotsa old old toys and stuff there..hee..photos..nex time ba..
den went to miss clarity cafe to eat abit and watch our books that we borrow...althou it's jus that few hours..but i'm still very happy..at least can really spend time together..^_^

Today after clearing rubbish away..carrying this and that..we were both so tired that we slept on the bus..then first time our head is together against each other de..so sweet..den when he got down the bus..he wave and wave to me..i wave and wave to him..and he see me off..until very very far still looking at me..until very very far i still wave to him..suddenly feel a kind of 依依不舍的feeling..

these june holiday is really busy..busy with shifting of school..going out with this friend that friend..either he nor free or i not free and lotsa stuff plan to do but stil no time to do..i wish we can have more time with each other..

1st month

according to his starting date..actually yesterday is supposed to be our 1st month..i did a card for him..but we're nt actually celebrating or anything la..

we went for a course..and aft tt went for swimming at choa chu kang..and coincidentally i met a fren and one of my students learning swimming lesson there..my own class cum chinese class student..cquite close to me de..she keep on looking at us..oh no..dono if she'll spread the word around or sth..aiya..can't be bothered la..

den both of us tired..slept on the mrt until bugis..can't drink my tcc coffee anymore cos no time le..thot i can at least nua a bit and have my coffee..soup..wages..and read there..den waited for quite some time before we went to fish and co to eat..quite a big grp..din really chat as all of them are his frenz..he jus bring me dere to join them eat lo..and he's quite sad tat the chalet gotta be cancelled cos of swine flu..

aft tt..went to arab street there to have a drink..and the small streets..saw lotsa ppl smoking "water smoke"..and oso saw aladdin carpet..and when i look around..the ppl dere some are quite young..so young..leading this kind of life in the dark alley..ppl really sleeping under bridge late at nite..i could see on the faces that they dono wad they're doing..really..really saw lotsa stuff there..and to think that last time during their age i was thinking of living a life like tat in the dark alley to get myself numb and find joy there..sometimes..i'm really glad tt i was not one of them..i stil prefer the sun..

no matter i numb myself with things until i'm used to it..or until i like this kind of life..at least i noe wad i'm doing and wad kind of life i want..althou there's always some hiccups here and there..stress from school and home..blah blah..it's stil being fortunate to be in a way i am now..

thou there's no celebration..but happy 1st month..

02.04.2009

Ok..we became official today..ha..after so long rite..den ppl asking me when start de and i dono how to say..yup..cos of some stuff la..and he made his first promise to me to save up for our future..and he finds today is meaningful..and he suddenly ask on the phone.."will you be my girlfriend"..and he had 10 choices for me to choose..
1. Yes 2. Ok 3. 我愿意 4. 好的 5. Hyatt 6. 可以 7. Can 8. I agree 9. Yup 10. Hai...

actually..they're all the same la..i asked wad's the diff..actually no diff la..den i ask is there any diff before and aft..he say will treat me a little bit better lo..and after that..he like immediately send an sms saying.."u r my girlfriend already. cannot look at other guys. cannot think of other guys. cannot go out with other guys. i very ba dao de!" ha..i noe he jus say say only de la..when wil he be like tat..den he sounds happy that he is able to get /expects presents from me..ha..and he says "you won have the excuse to go and ask me find other gal liao..or use 'no offical date' to argue anymore"..."and knowing each other for about a year..there's already some mutual understanding between us..if really wana break oredi would have break long time ago le"...

ya..althou we don really have a good starting..actually i'm quite happy with him la cos althou we're quite different with each other..we click with chemical reaction!

oh well..i was tinking like getting a nice date for a start..02.04.2009..got 4 got 2 number so small like tat..anf after april fool's day somemore..hmm..anything ba..and to tink that he think things thru to get himself ready and serious to really be with me and plan for the future..and i dono y he got the urge to tell mama tt we're getting married in 4 yrs time..diaoz..where do we have the money for wedding and flat..

as a whole..he's fine la..able to help me when i'm blur blur dono anything..sometimes cute cute and silly silly de..jus tt sometimes he's stubborn and hot temper la..other than that he's fine la..since he's a libra and likes to balance up everything..so shd be easy gg de..when he's confused jus let him be lo..i don mind taking a longer stroll with him to get to the destination..
okie..it's exactly 12! hee..

Song: Apologise

Just found out that there's another singer who sings better than the original

Original: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pxo2-WpP50Q

Another singer: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7DOasai3_Vo&feature=PlayList&p=00A7D04D5B1B7D76&index=0&playnext=1

I think original is more rugged..the other more feeling ba..

today jaja told me he'll be promoting in oct..tt's good..more money for him..while i suddenly thot..dad was still grumbling why i chose to study jc instead and end up nowhere now..

ppl ask him..when u getting married..this and that..blah blah..ha..i wonder who noes bout us..

wil be going for another trip to batam again..

too busy to have updates..start from some random photos ba..

silly jaja will sometimes intrude my working area and leave some funny thingy while i'm not away..

went to eat marche...my favourtie swiss rosti and ice cream crepe..sorry.. forgot to take pic..


went to the National Musuem..for free! hee..cos STB got promo now..every feb weekend go bird park..museum..flyer..river..for free! so jus went lo..

dada!

儿歌：lalajaja

lala有个傻jaja...jajajaja叫
看见lala在前面...还是jaja叫
小lala...小lala...乐得咪咪笑
傻jaja...傻jaja...还是jaja叫

Valentine

Sigh..sad to say..first v day with him rite..it's a very busy busy day..morning got parents meeting i'm oredi very stress up bout wad to say this and that..and my colleagues still scare me say parents see u look so young will think u're inexperience and stuff like tat..very stress..i was in my form class..jaja still bluff me say he wear til very log..jeans..den wnd up when he came into my staffroom he was wearing quite formal lo..jus to surprise me in his "handsome" outfit..diaoz..deliberately walk into my staffroom jus to let me see him lo..hmphx! when he walked out he still give me that "haha" face..hmphx hmphx HMPHX! but that destress me for awhile..

din even go to my p1 class as i was toking with some parents after the briefing..den one of the parents..who is more chinese educated and i chat alot with him..wanted to speak to me..and we talked for very long outside the staffroom..when i heard my name was being called..den one of the school staff passed me a bouquet of flowers..i was like..duh..when i was still talking to the parent..den he can still msg me..不是我！没有送花花！不是我！den i say..ok lo..from unknown person..throw away! haha..and u noe..my colleagues do sense sth....one of them counted the flowers..and den ask who gave de..den i say i dono..and they said..probably is some parents who is in love with u ah..orh..cham liao..ha..no name no card won noe who give de..hee..

it's him la..he ask his uni frenz send to sch de..heard tt is 4 boys come in to give de..dono wad 2 tall 1 short blah blah..they stood at the basketball court for like 10 min as they dono where to go..jaja was talking to some parents and couldn't contact them..they jus tell them send to office..don give him..if nt will noe de..den heard jaja's staffroom ppl is talking bout thhe flowers..dono wad very sweet la..they oso wan la..den still gt those who noe got interrogate by others.."u noe sth that we dono" oppssie..shh...

time spent together was short..we jus went for a lunch at pizza hut..and waited for a long time to take cab down to temple for the meeting..i tot at most 630 finish..but end up finish at 7..and i din noe he's waiting outside my temple standing there with a bouquet of flowers..i din take it with me..and lotsa ppl is looking at him..esp the 3 indians when i came out..and he was trying to hide behind some things..but too late..saw him liao..and again..we cab down to kallang leisure park..dono y very difficult to wait for cab..tink overall spent a few hundred bucks ba..

y? cos after that we went to ktv for the valentine day package..den they'll take photos for u..this and that..if go kallang leisure park ktv..will see the photos of us pasted outside..hope nobody will go there..he deliberately choose a venue that is not so packed and not so many ppl go de..

but when we're leaving the place..it was quite packed as there's a concert held there..anyway..thou we din really get to spwnd the whole day tgt..still ok la..before that i was still tinking cannot meet liao..thou i'm like very tired le..but still hang on strong..i gave him his fav royce brand chocolate..

it may not be as sweet as we both think la..but we're always enjoying ourselves when we're going out..no matter where we go or wad we do..tt's the fun of it..can't manage to find an empty cab? take a stroll on the road..busy with own schedule? can always steal time chatting on the phone while on the bus..a simple dinner somewhere near house will oso be great..and esp when he's like eating vege with me every sun..nobody will believe he'll go vege once in a while..but he noes wad's good for him la..

ha..we've retook this photo for a few times..he's trying to get a big wide smile jus like mine..but his eyes? gone again...haha..bully u..bully u..lalalalala..

new year

today..jaja came to my house first to bai nian..my family was playing mahjong..and i let him play on my behalf..end up today my sis was very lucky..it's true tt if outsider is around they will stop quarreling in front of outsider..but jaja can feel the environment is not very good..but stil ok la..

den went to his house to bai nian..his mum is dere..and stayed there for awhile..aft tt went to his big bro's house to play mahjong..i still lose..not very pro la..jaja keep asking me whether wana go his aunt's house bai nian tmr..i feel quite scary as there'll be 10 plus pair of eyes looking at me..and oso..i noe if i go..it's like some kind of recognition there..it's not bout the many red packet that i'll be taking la..shd i go or not..hmm..dono..cos i tink maybe wait for 1 or 2 yrs more den go is better..he noes wad i'm tinking too la..tt's y he say if really don wana go it's ok..thou his aunts always ask y i din go..but..really very scary ma..he oso noe if he need to meet my side ppl oso very scary..hee..

jaja was very angry that i kana scolded very fiercely by sis..and he's very angry tt my sis scold me just because handphone radiation is very high..will kill alot of cells..esp at nite..and when chatting too long on the phone..he wanted to speak to my sis..and he went out of the house straight away and wanted to come my house to confront with my sis..i stopped him..cos i noe things will turn out ugly..he's really very very angry..maybe he feels that he couldn't do anything when my sis was scolding me cos he called..i can really feel tat he's 心疼about me..busy until don even have time to meet up le..talk on the phone oso cannot..and kana scolded somemore.. i stopped him from coming by saying i wana cry le..he cannot do anything but to go back home..and he's still very angry that no more how i tried to simmer down stil no use..i'm really sorry about that..it's not the first time sis scold le..scold alot of time until i cry le..i did try to retaliate but not powerful enuff..n he really wanted to quarrel with my sis de..but i try to stop him..even if he come my house i'll will til sis not at home den let him come..things will really turn out ugly if they quarrel..

and after awhile..without saying anything after going offline for awhile..he sent me a song jus now..爱很简单...i immediately jus tear drop..cos the lyrics is jus like wad we are now..u noe..last time i always imagining it's tao ze singing to me..but dono y at this point of time i can feel that he's the one singing to me..i'm truly sorry to make you angry..i din meant to make u tat angry..

Bad dream

Had a very very bad dream that seems very real..it started from yesterday when i was meeting my best friend at the sakae for dinner...

it comes with a call when i rejected some duties at the temple..cos it's on sat nite n i might be going out with old folks home frenz for movie..which i'm really going to do that on sat..den my family say shdn't reject when u're free..so make an effort to go..but end up when i wanted to go temple the lesson is over..all seems so real..and they're like nagging me for not going..

den i went to meet bel..and he was on his roller blades..wearing singlet and very very short shorts..which all his hidden tatoos could be seen..and he was like still smoking..den i ask y he smoke..he say social smoker ma..nt always ma..and he feels ok bout it..

i saw le i was so angry..den i ran away as usual..den he was like chasing me aft he was back to his normal clothes..i was like really sad about it..in the dreamz..i was crying..really crying very painfullyas i was running down the stairs of some shopping centres..and i was hiding away from him don let him find me..but he always manage to chase me..n i say i've nth to talk to him and don chase anymore..i don wana listen to anything..as he was like trying to explain as he feels he din do anything wrong..

den as usual..when sad or angry i will not listen in any words..den he very frustrated..den say how come always talk about break up..den he very sianz about it..and i woke up when my alarm rings..i dono wad will happen if my alarm doesn't ring..

i was so sad about the dream..maybe it's jus wad i'm afraid of that will come true..maybe i scared if there's any hidden things i dono..tt's y i fear..and these few days..maybe feel too xing fu..had good frenz to go out and had a nice chat..our r/l more and more ok for me to worry bout..sis don nag so much bout me toking on the phone..heard less quarrel in the family as time spent at home is lesser..tt's y feel quite happy bout my life now..tt inside me..i had that fear that was i see may not be the truth..cos i'm jus too used to worry bout stuff..family..frenz..rl..and these days i'm nt worrying about anythin at all..tt's y ba..

aft the dream i immediately call jaja and tell him bout it..he woke up and answer my call thou i noe he's tired..and still sleeping..n i noe he's nt the bad jaja in the dream..at least i noe he'll be there when i needed him..

there's still the sweetness feeling in the air..thou i'm a little troubled..which cos me not to have enuff sleep..jaja's timetable is the same as mine today...we can always see each other running in and out of classroom for lesson.(cos our classroom is jus opposite each other)..den going for pe lesson...i went up to the class to fetch dem..end up they're not there..and realise they're stil in the canteen..den quickly rush down to pick them up..den i tink jaja oso wil forget to pick his students up..den jus nice saw jaja also running up to his pe class..den told him need to pick them up from canteen..den he jus realise it and gave me a "ya hor"..den quickly dono run where liao..and i was also running..den pe time can see wad he's doing with his class..and wad i doing with my class..very funny one de la..

den jaja also say that too..both busy together at the same time..and the thing is can always like meet each other somewhere in the school..in the assembly..in the classroom..in the staffroom..cos timetable almost the same..den he teach some of my students..and i teach some of his..busy together lo..if free oso free tgt lo..

but i think he's more busy..kana shoot alot of arrows even when he come down now..maybe come down jus to shoot him more arrows..siao liao..aft listening to his schedule..packed until siao..buay ta han..i oso dono how to help him cos i dono anything of his..eee..so crap..

sweetness is still in the air..

ppl in the school start to know that we're together..bcos one of the colleagues added me to her facebook..and actually wanted to intro boy friends to me de..but end up she saw the tagged photos of the batam trip..den went to ask him..and more and more ppl knew about us..so he was asking if can detag the photos or not...

i dono..i tot it's a tedious thing to go find out all the tagged photos to detag them..and need to be detagged by ppl who posted..so i jus say it's tedious..and i feel asking ppl to undo them is wasting their precious effort to upload them up and tagging them..den i oso find it very xin ku to hide..so i jus say if really wana 公私分明 100% den jus break lo..and i don like ppl to like waste their effort again to detag the photos jus for the sake tt don wana let sch ppl now we tgt..he accepted it..but the thing is i stil feel detag is better..and he's trying hard to explain to me don need to detag cos he noe my reason and stand le...and he's so frustrated until he type until some of the keyboard figuring drop out cos he slammed the keyboard..oh no..it's not that i wana open..it's jus difficult to hide..den he say wana open..but i scared will drag him down or sth..like ppl threatening him using this as a ba2 bing3..sigh..dono la..too tired to type le..

end of 2008

thou jaja woke up very late today..we still manage to go for hiking..where we went ah..hmm..we went vivo first..den from dere we walk all the way to henderson wave..hee..it was not quite long la..jus tt the steps seems to make us a little out of breathe..we walk and stop a little to see some views...

we do have some rewards..one big spider..and a criket..hee..saw it?

we din went out for countdown la..cos there'l be lotsa ppl squeezing with each other..these is one of the few years which i din go out for countdown..hee..but nvm la..stay at home lo..

feel that we're gettig closer and closer..maybe bcos he's oso a p2 form teacher..same as me..even the timetable oso about the same..teach chinese..cme..pe..and our classroom is jus opposite each other..so cute..but both of us think it's good that our tables are not beside each other..sometimes some difference and distance away will be good too..as we're both first time being a form teacher..we can always remind each other wad to do..this and that..he's the convenor of cme..while i'm the convenor of pe..we have our own scheme of work to do..things to settle..tt time he did ask me.."i come down to pm session leh..u happy or not.." ha..actualy i'm oredi used to it le la..jus let natural take its course lo..no matter wad it'll be the same for me..i think he's oso oredi "see through" le..jus work hard and do our part can le..

both of us hope that we'll both be happy no matter wad we're doing..when and where..happy can le..hope this happiness will maintain throughout 2009..